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Hello Bloggerbeans,

Over the last couple of months I've began to notice I've been suffering from a case of the Doubts where I constantly feel like I am undermining what I can do. It's that little whisper over my shoulder which tells me just as i'm about to start my coursework 'You're never going to be able to finish it all in time' making me spend the time worrying that i'm not going to do it all in time rather than actually doing it.

Sometimes your so used to a situation that when it comes to change and having the opportunity to do something you really love, you back out as you never think you would be able to do it or that 'someone else can probably do a better job than I can'. Even though I don't want to my Anxiety stops me to do things which I hate but I have to accept that its a part of me. Some days I physically don't feel up to going out at all and a cosy Pyjama day all by myself sounds like heaven however some days I want to go outside and explore and on those days I need to trust myself that everything will be okay and that for the first time in my life so far, I have a metaphorical safety net ready there in case I fall. I need to be brave and put trust in others which is a BIG thing for me. I need to know that not everyone in the world is out to get me and that I just need to Breathe and go for it as if you don't try something out, you'l never know how it will go.

This week I want to set all you Bloggerbeans a little bit of Homework in the form of doing one thing which you normally wouldn't do but are going to try and if it doesn't work out that's totally okay! Breathe, collect your thoughts and have another go at things.

Toodlepip x