Hello Bloggerbeans,

I have no idea how to start this post but I need to be honest. I started Blogmas with high hopes and intentions to make it all the way through 24 days. what I didn't realize that would happen that it would all get a little too overwhelming trying to still make my content worthy of anyone reading it and share honest moments from my day. I thought it would all be a doddle but the more I got into it I started to feel a great pressure to upload on time and then bam coursework hit me and I had to focus my energy into that. Then I stopped blogging for a little bit and to be honest it scared me to even carry on as I got so far behind so left it longer which made it worse. I feel I started Blogging last year as a hobby and I maybe pushed myself a little too far and I need to take a little break over christmas to see where blogging is taking me. I'm not leaving forever however I want to create high quality content and need some time to work on this.

I have loved every single moment of Blogmas of the days I did and would do it all over again however I need to take care of myself mentally and physically as I feel if I push myself too far I may shatter like a precious and delicate Christmas bauble I feel like at this given moment. I may be back for a Day In the Life Christmas 2015 edition but if not know that when January 1st comes by I will be there energized and with no creator block to start the year off with a bang. I love each and every one of you Bloggerbeans and thank you for being the best <3

Merry Blogmas One last time until next year x