Thoughtful Thursday || School days

9:00 am

Hello Bloggerbeans,
Today is the day where I go back to my old school for a celebration evening. I am both looking forward to it and dreading it at the same time (is that even possible?). I have changed so much since the last day of School and was so glad when I left as I don't like to associate myself with certain people at school as it was not the best days for me. Going back to a place that held so many poignant memories (good and bad) is going to be such a surreal experience for me. Will anyone be able to recognize me? Will I have any awkward conversations with people who I used to know but lost contact with? What if I don't even make it through the doors to the school or worse just freeze up? All these thoughts and more have been running through my head up until today however I just need to take a deep breathe and just do it.
I have moved on from school life and I am now in a happy place and surrounded with people who are all so wonderful and accepting of me and each other. I think many people will see that I've changed and know that I'm better of being where I am now than where I used to be. I am just praying that my anxiety doesn't cause havoc with me.

Wish me luck Bloggerbeans!

Toodlepip X

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