Hello Bloggerbeans,
Last Wednesday I went to the fair with Sian and Katie who are two of my best friends. The day before was spent doing my end of unit performance so I was looking forward to spending time out of college with two of my school friends to have a good catch up. The fair always brings out the inner child in me so I was really excited to go even though I was a little tired from performing a matinee and evening ensemble performance at our local theater.
I went on the Waltzers, The Big Wheel, Ghost Train and Pure Adrenaline which was where we where were swung from side to side which was fun except for being tiny for the ride supports meaning every time we swung to the side my whole body slid in the standard size seat. I really enjoyed having fun with people who mean a lot to me and even though I am not a ride enthusiast I still had great fun until my anxiety got the better of me. I was having the time of my life and it was my second time on the Waltzers with everything being fine until I decided to agree to go on them for the third and final time before I had to go home as I had to head back soon. I got on the ride with my friend and her sister who had now joined us and as it started I felt like I had just been drained of energy causing me to feel as heavy as a rock. I just sat there as the ride spun as so fast that all my thoughts blurred into one and wasn't quite sure what was happening as my anxiety spiked.
Its days like this when I really hate my anxiety as everything was fine until it all got a little too much. Even though this happened I still had fun for the majority of the time which is all I need to remind myself. I did manage to share some candyfloss with Katie and Sian which was one of the many happy's that I had during the day. I will remember the good and the bad of this day in years to come as even though my anxiety got in the way I still had a great time which is all that matters.
So Bloggerbeans, what part of The Fair is your favourite?
Toodlepip x
