Sometimes when the weather is grey and unpromising I forget what an earth I am doing with my life and end up questioning myself which sometimes is a good thing. Winter always leaves me by the end of it gloomy for no reason along with summer being a distant future of happiness and bliss which is so close yet so far. Sometimes you just need to take a step back and see where your heading next in life. Its good to reflect on life itself and re channel and invest your energy in things that make you happy instead of wasting your time on things making you unhappy. I'm still on the path to happiness and I think always will be as happiness and self acceptance is a journey and never a destination. I have a lot of things coming up the next couple of months and want to spend as many moments as I possibly can making memories and being in the moments. I want to look back on the days to come with fond memories and no regrets. 

I find that listening to upbeat and inspiring music along with being surrounded with people who I love and care about a lot really helps to remind me of the good times that have happened and are going to happen. Its about finding what makes you happy and pursuing that no matter how big or small that is. Your happiness shouldn't be ever compromised because of others and you should never feel like you can't do something just because of someone's views or opinions because at the end of the day it's your life and you have the power to make of it what you want. Its about slowly saying yes to opportunities you want to do but feel to scared in case it goes wrong, It's about finding what is your happiness anchor and rooting yourself to it and growing from there and It's about not caring what others think and doing your own thing and acknowledging where you are and working towards becoming you.

Above is a video by Troye Sivan which I always come back to time and time again to remind me to carry on doing what makes me happy and that sometimes you may get lost down the path of trying to find yourself but you will get there. Until next time,

Toodlepip x